Monday, September 2, 2013

New semester is about to start...

Today is literally the last day of summer. Tomorrow, the new semester starts. I am actually looking forward to it because it means a change of rhythm and style of life. This summer in Boston has been quiet and non-disruptive, and I am glad that I got some work done. The memory of my travels lingered. It took me a while to complete this transition, mainly mentally. Perhaps human mind is wired to gain happiness from anticipation. Before the travels, I did all necessary preparations - learning French, applying for fellowships - to get ready. Now the whole thing is over, so what is the next? This is the after-effect of an exciting experience; I was shrouded by a sense of emptiness and sadness. 

This nostalgic sentiment has been reinforced by what lays in front of me: publish a paper, finish the dissertation, find a job, and what happens after. All these sound daunting and not so much fun as my traveling experience. But I know that I cannot travel forever, just as I cannot be a student forever. I have to move on and find new excitements among new challenges. That is what life about. 

In the upcoming semester, I have three goals to achieve. First, to teach. I have always enjoyed teaching, not only because of its fulfilling process of knowledge transfer but because of the lively human company that it engages. Second, to apply for dissertation completion fellowships. This is another round of preparation. As I said earlier, anticipation is often a nice thing, as it motivates me and gives me hope. Third, to finish the second chapter of my dissertation. I am already excited about it, which is about minerals and alchemy. I hope that the first two chapters of my dissertation will be robust, paving the way for the rest of my writing. 

It will be a busy semester, but not crazily busy. A life in balance is a life that functions well. Early today, I biked on the Minuteman Bikeway again, for relaxation, exercise, and meditation. When I study, I find enjoyment in an interesting story, a stimulating comment, or a thought-provoking perspective. But when I biked on the suburban Boston, I smelled the lush trees, I listened to the raindrops, I looked to the beautiful red dirts on the road. They are another kind of enjoyment, equally indispensable for me.